The beginning of my Job search

Hello,
My name is Ks. I have just been put into the situation of having to find a new job.
This is a new venture for me. I am not a job jumper and have endured many tough things in my job and have been heaped upon quite a bit. My last job lasted for 6 years and the 2 before that also lasted 5 to 6 years. So this is really a new venture for me and I must admit that I am a bit nervous. I feel like I was treated unfairly in my release from my last job. (who does not feel that way, huh) Anyway, It was quite a suprise to be let go, no one even said I was doing poorly, I basically was not really even acknowledged as an employee, I guess that should have told me something.

So now, I have got to get busy and find something else, before everything comes crashing down around me.

I am the support person in my life, meaning, My husband and kids look to me to support them emotionally. So this is going to be really a tough thing for me to do, because I am the "Strong" one in the family.

My husband, D, is a large man and is quite uncomfortable with his life, I try to help him, but sometimes it is really hard to be supportive, when he tries to center everything around him and his problems.

I have a son, dd, he is 21 and definetly not a overachiever....
I have a daughter who is a real joy to me and I would not be able to function, if I could did not have her. She is the love of my life and a really good girl that I am extreemely proud of.